Merryn Williams admires the seemingly-inexhaustible poetic skill on show in a double collection from Ruth Bidgood

bidgoodLand-Music /Black Mountains 
Ruth Bidgood 
Cinnamon Press 
£8.99

 

These two collections are printed back-to-back and include an essay by Matthew Jarvis, who has written a full-length study of Ruth Bidgood in the Writers of Wales series.

Bidgood is the outstanding poet of mid-Wales, ‘remote, solitary, trackless’, where there is so much less to distract the mind from eternal questions than there is for city-dwellers, forever bombarded by trivia. This is a landscape ‘always beautiful, rarely benign’, where ‘winter seems the only natural season’. The Black Mountains poems, which have been published in earlier collections, draw on the same subject matter. ‘The old families are passing, almost gone’, houses are ruined, churches empty, hillsides scarred by industry and the light railway which serviced the Grwyne Fawr dam torn up. This is a little-explored region which I know well, but the reader doesn’t actually need to have been there. “Macnamara’s Mistress” is a particularly cold, impressive poem, in which a woman waits without much hope for her lover to take time off from his wife and ride to her isolated home across the mountains. It’s snowing; she knows that he won’t come this time. She gets drunk on the wine prepared for him and ‘sags into black sleep’, feeling that she is obliterated and that no one will ever know her story. But here the story is and we can all relate to it.

Land-Music is a group of new poems and is dedicated to her friend, the poet Anne Cluysenaar, who was murdered in 2014. It is much concerned with death and with what may – just conceivably – come afterwards:

The Train

After her husband died
she told me it seemed to her
he was on a train, huge,
transcontinental, slowly
gathering speed, relentlessly
receding into unknowable distance.
Was destination implied?
No return was scheduled.

Over years she became,
on the surface, much as she’d been –
many-friended, loving a laugh
(but never happy, she said to me,
never again happy).
                       Sometimes,
coming into the room, I’d see her
standing at the window, tense,
concentrating, as if once more
she’d caught sight of the train,
a hardly distinguishable dot
vanishing into desert 
of immeasurable distance.                                     

Darkness is a powerful theme, as in earlier collections, and “Happy Ending” suggests that ‘the dark’ may not after all be our ‘destiny’. “Enigma” speculates on what happens ‘when the brain drops into death’; do bits of it float free? They can certainly survive in the form of what we now call memes, but a happy ending is more doubtful. We can continue to wonder as we admire this superb book from a writer now in her tenth decade.